Wednesday, January 11, 2023

I’m a greater believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it

Post birthday number 54, I can't believe that I'm in my mid-fifties, that's just crazy to me.  In my head I feel 35, or 39 at a push. That's such a big number isn't it? But here we are, and I'm feeling okay just now.  The plan was to keep a journal for the entire year, or rather a blog.  So there should not be as much anxiety about it, I want to write just once a week minimum about what's going on, what's hard, what's good, what I want, how I'm feeling; and all of it just for me and not for public consumption.  And I do love blogger, because I like the photographs a lot.  

I drew the Three of Swords as today's card - which is a bit of a difficult card.  I think it means the release of tension though, and I wonder if it's (TMI) a practical reference to the lancing of a cyst.  I am trying to do a daily card, I have been doing it for over a year now but I want to really reflect on the meanings I think. 



I had great birthday presents yesterday - a fabulous Jo Malone advent calendar, vouchers, books, scarves, money; I am very lucky and I do appreciate it, it makes life very sweet.  The diffuser is working beautifully from the White Company, I love smells so much, smell and touch are my strongest 'likes'.  

A fab day out